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Archer's dilemma

 3/25/2021 College is demoralizing me  Like this stress is dragging me and there's no time for me to recover my mental stability. I'm trying my utmost to understand Japanese but my prof isn't understanding. I don't have anyone to talk to irl no one wants to understand my point of view. Trying to be more work-oriented but that's not the type of person. I need some guidance It would be great if I can talk to someone for guidance and understanding. Like I'm trying to focus but I just use my phone to waste time instead of studying

Journal 3/8/21

 3/8/21 Yesterday I was talking to my senpai and thought of making a schedule to keep doing blogging at the same time focusing on my college work. It is really hard to be disciplined and changing my routine I'm trying to figure out new strategies to change my routines and be motivated this pandemic really is taking a toll on me. It also takes a toll on everyone not sure what I can do for everyone but I need to keep going until this pandemic ends and hopefully it does.

Internships

 2/24/2021 I receive an email from my program and, there were internships I haven't done before but I want to try since internships are a gateway to learning skills. I couldn't find one for engineering but I did find one for politics especially leftist politics which caught my interest since I'm passionate about it. Maybe I can make friends if I take this opportunity since it is a leftist internship this would be good to talk to link-minded individuals. At the same time discuss policies that will be helpful for the average Americans and does who are oppress because of laws target certain groups.

Lost thoughts

 2/22/2021 I'm in a state of losing thoughts I don't know what to do in discord and, I've done my first planner and it works well I will need to keep going. I'm improving my Japanese skills but I have a lot to improve also I just heard that a US Senator left the people of his own state which is a jerk move I saying it as it is people are in need of support and this Senator leaves to Cancun. But back to the topic at hand I just been carrying a heavy burden and I don't trust my parents with this burden because they won't understand. I would rather talk about it with someone other than my parents. I also made a planner which is effective I study for 30 minutes and, I was able to do work.

First ever blog

 2/19/2021 This has been a stressful year for, me. Especially when it comes to grammar a friend of mine recommended me to start blogging so, I started blogging this is my first blog. I don't know what to say but, thank you to my friend who recommended me to blog because I want to improve my grammar. I can't wait to continue blogging and, start brainstorming to improve my grammar. However, this won't stop me from improving my skills, especially in writing. 😀😀