Shirou blog

 3/25/2021 College is demoralizing me  Like this stress is dragging me and there's no time for me to recover my mental stability. I'm trying my utmost to understand Japanese but my prof isn't understanding. I don't have anyone to talk to irl no one wants to understand my point of view. Trying to be more work-oriented but that's not the type of person. I need some guidance It would be great if I can talk to someone for guidance and understanding. Like I'm trying to focus but I just use my phone to waste time instead of studying

 3/8/21 Yesterday I was talking to my senpai and thought of making a schedule to keep doing blogging at the same time focusing on my college work. It is really hard to be disciplined and changing my routine I'm trying to figure out new strategies to change my routines and be motivated this pandemic really is taking a toll on me. It also takes a toll on everyone not sure what I can do for everyone but I need to keep going until this pandemic ends and hopefully it does.